幽靈。

20120121

2012-01-21T23:44:00.001+08:00

你們很奇怪誒。

當初是誰苦苦挽留做了很多無謂的事什麼道歉什麼視頻現在又是誰在說三道四。喔不，你從一開始就在當雙面人了，不是麼。我猜，你在那裡又道歉又emo的時候已經在到處傳播那些事了吧（不是說是流言，我們不喜歡你們是事實）。你在責怪我們的無情前有檢討過自己的言行舉止麼，我只能說那真的很討人厭，人的忍耐度是有極限的，朋友也一樣。還有拜託你不要裝單純明明你就是最嚴重被污染的傢伙，很惡（嘔

地球真的很危險，快回火星吧

於是又到了寫總結的時候

2011-12-30T00:31:00.003+08:00

於是又來到了寫總結的時候，我們又老了一歲。忽然在想，為什麼寫作文一定要有開頭和結尾？
好了，現在就寫2011的結尾，又寫完了一篇人生的文章。

今年的開學日是有史以來最亂的開學日，感謝學校亂分班，搞得大家一團亂。老師把我們帶進班後（怎麼有一年級新生訓練的感覺）大家都不知所踪了，負責編班的老師被煩得應該很痛苦。最後還好啦，我們一群人還是在同一班，除了不要生物的韋妤小姐～學校還是一樣呀，上課依然是放空時間、做功課時間和哈啦時間。班上雖然大部分時間都是我們一群人在自high但是感覺還不錯。不爽、內訌等等之類傷和氣的事依然還在不停地發生，只能說井水不犯河水，人不犯我我不犯人，在說話前請在腦袋過濾吧，不是每個人都能接受你的玩笑，其實你的玩笑一點都不好笑，反而還有種讓人想要摑你一巴掌的感覺。~~今年和以前一樣，胡思亂想的時間也不少呀，常常都把自己搞的沒心情，真不明白為什麼自己會這樣……噗。~~然後也有點莫名其妙地退出了樂隊(?)，不愉快的事不說，就當我提早畢業吧啦啦啦～真的有種得到釋放的感覺，終於沒有那種被綁死的感覺，空氣忽然變清新了，世界好美好(?)

是我自己放棄的。上帝關了一扇窗後就會為你開啟另一扇，我不後悔。=)
祝福你們。

然後今年我瘋狂地愛上了黃韻玲……

好吧其實我也不知道為什麼，就是在那一瞬間被吸引著了。

今年的年尾假期過得很輕鬆，去了台灣，雖然跟團去真的很悶，但是台灣很棒（因黃小玲所以有加分），好想住在重慶南路每天過著逛書店的日子（原來我看到書真的會失控），在台灣買衣服鞋子真的很難控制自己，太便宜了（於是就不小心花多了）。回來後每天除了去補習就是留在家，所以我很有空地寫了假期作業，但是明明我還是花了很多時間在吃喝玩樂看美女（指黃小玲）看戲呀，所以結論是我真的很有空，嘻嘻。~~所以才有那麼多時間胡思亂想呀，笨蛋。~~對了今年年中假期時還去了澳洲當交換生，好懷念那段時間，這個經驗真的很棒。

於是我發現我在很多時候都很想要逃離現在的這個環境出走到另一個地方。
好想一個人去旅行。

該為明年起個頭。明年中五了，又要畢業了，感覺其實就像當年小六一樣，只想快快畢業離開這個地方。世界末日不要來，我真的還有很多地方沒去很多事還沒做。~~我還要去台灣升學，我還要拼上台大。~~希望可以快點找到自己以後的方向，這種沒有明確目標的日子很痛苦，有一種行屍走肉，不知道自己該為什麼而做什麼的感覺。~~台灣，中文系/廣電系，有可能嗎。~~然後還有不要再亂買書了，家裡真的還有很多書還沒看，噗。

新年快樂呀各位～～嘻嘻。

2011-09-25T15:38:00.002+08:00

太搞笑了，是誰先錯，現在又是誰在開罵
贈你三字，幹你娘

2011-09-24T14:56:00.003+08:00

我想我需要勵志書本
學校越來越沒有意義
一切都越來越無聊
浪費時間

期待的沒了
沒了
都沒了

每次都是你們給了我希望然後再破碎
真好玩對不對呵呵
幹你娘！

我要離開這個鬼地方！

2011-09-10T23:05:00.001+08:00

達到了目標
只可惜我不在了

恭喜。=)

靜音模式

2011-09-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

請按下井字鍵開啟靜音模式
同樣的事情每個星期五都在上演
你們不膩嗎
不開靜音模式那就請關機謝謝
我們都需要片刻的寧靜

兜兜轉轉我又好像回到了小時候的夢想
但很可惜我還是沒有做到我當時立下的一個志願
以後再做? 希望吧但好像有點吃虧了
不要緊，要堅持我所愛的

李嘉敏，請繼續秉持你的原則

2011-08-24T21:02:00.001+08:00

距離越來越遠了。
不是麼。

2011-08-23T14:38:00.001+08:00

這不好受，但我享受。
因為我學會了接受

每次看了黃小玲的話都會變勇敢！=D

2011-08-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

看了那些，我真的很想去往那裡出發
但是我知道我不能，至少不是現在
只好把夢想封印
或許要等我有了經濟能力？不過會不會太遲了？

以後的我會不會後悔現在沒有堅持？

2011-08-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

黃小玲...為什麼你最近說的話都好有啟發性。

-瞬息萬變..那片刻的雲永遠停留在我的相機裡,,最快樂得那一年-也都好好的停留在那一年...而我們--必須繼續轉動繼續飛行
-到最後還是要把責任盡力做好，然後拍拍屁股，走人。天秤座即使撞的滿頭包，還是得保持優雅的姿態，回家再來包紮傷口。

愛你！

2011-08-16T14:10:00.001+08:00

放下。要放下才能圓滿。
黃小玲，謝謝你。

2011-08-13T22:01:00.003+08:00

是我選擇放棄
看著這樣我只能默默地羨慕
另一邊自己擔心未來
後悔？不
就算後悔又能如何
已經回不去了

唯有默默禱告以後會更好
唯有默默禱告以後能順利拿到
唯有默默禱告以後不再後悔

怎麼我的生命一直都有那一點點的遺憾
因為有遺憾而美麗？有點阿Q

2011-08-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

嗯，是想多了，
還是，是我察覺了事實？

我不知道。
一切都沒變，只不過是以前的我沒發現。
是我太天真，還是我過敏了。
該吃藥嗎，呵。

專心唸書吧，傻瓜。
不要忘記你以後想要的，除了你自己，真的沒有人可以幫你實現了。

自己照顧自己。
黃小玲你快把我給弄哭了。

2011-08-11T22:33:00.001+08:00

躺在大草原
馬在奔馳
藍藍的天空
白雲飄過
蝴蝶在嬉戲
花朵爭艷
光著腳丫
享受毛毛蟲的觸碰
深吸一口氣
桐木的味道
清新的葉香

太美好了
夢寐以求的生活
沒有壓力沒有煩惱
只有大自然
蟲鳴聲
鳥叫聲
呼吸聲

護士，“該吃藥了。”

2011-01-19T15:58:00.002+08:00

Finally it's holiday!! Im so happy although it is only a public holiday. I need ample of sleep. Hectic and busy school life makes me tired. Attending school and tuition and doing homework are the daily routine. It is kinda hard to arrange the time for curriculum and cocurriculum. I hv to attend tuition frm Monday to Friday so I can hardly squeeze the time for practice into my timetable. Hopefully I can get used to this busy life asap.

School is alright. I love both math and add math though I hate copying questions as Mr. Seah gives us lots of homework. Having biology, chemistry and physics in a day make me failed to concentrate in class. BM and history lessons are boring. My moral teacher forces us to memorise all the moral values, their definition and key word. We hv to do this in order to score an A in SPM. Is this the way for us to be moral in life? Lol. My english teacher, Puan Ezlin is awesome! She can speak vry fluent english and her lesson is interesting. No comment on Chinese.

Tuition is much more better than school! Im striving hard towards kumon programme completion. My bio teacher teaches me since form 1 and he never failed to make me understand the facts. Both my BM and chemistry teacher are awesome and pro! Attending physic tuition with Paul Ron, Pui Kei and Wan Lin is fun, and the teacher is great too! I enjoy tuition vry much :)

This post is just a recent update on my life. Gonna take a nap be4 going to biology tuition. Bye~

dilemma

2011-01-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

Im in a great dilemma. Im facing a great difficulty to choose between bio and lk.

I don't understand bio. I did the note and read through it again and again but I don't think I understand it. Yes, I knew ribosomes are the sites of protein synthesis and ER with ribosomes is the rough one, but Im nt confident enough to say I understand these thoroughly. This feeling is the same with the feeling I hv when Im studying KH for monthly test! OMFG!

I don't like bio nor lk. I don't want to be a doctor, or dentist or whatsoever career related to medicine, nor an engineer. Can Pn. Aiza offer me a sub-science package with bc and account instead of bio and lk?

Hopefully I can understand these facts in tuition or else I would hv to switch to Mulia or struggle with bio for 2 years. Perhaps I will choose the latter one as drawing is always nt my cup of tea.

Here marks an end of a pointless post. LOL

6/1

2011-01-06T23:19:00.002+08:00

I love BM
I love BI
I love BC
I love Math
I love Add Math
I love Chemistry
I love Physic
I love Account
I love History
Im gonna love Bio

Everything becomes fun and interesting after tuition. lol

2011-01-05T18:25:00.002+08:00

After 3 months of relaxing and nt doing homework, im nt used to homework now. I don't feel like doing homework but I hv to. Stressful and tired. Cant understand Bio. Physic seems fun. Looking forward to Chemistry. Hope teacher can start add math faster. Math is boring.

4/1

2011-01-04T15:01:00.002+08:00

quick post.

School started and Im in 4 Makmur. Every teacher looks great. My class is awesome but it can be better without those ppl.

I hv to sleep more.

1/1

2011-01-01T21:16:00.004+08:00

things-to-be-done
14 sets of Kumon.
2 book reports.

books-to-be-read
Hamlet.
Romeo and Juliet.
Percy Jackson series.
The Time Traveler's Wife.
The Phantom of the Opera.
The Prisoner of Zenda.
To Kill A Mockingbird.

JM, u shouldn't buy books anymore until u finish all these. :D

31/12

2010-12-31T18:21:00.004+08:00

Time flies and today is the last day of 2010.

2010 is a mixture-of-good-and-bad year.
We might be in different class next year, we might be taking different subjects next year, we might forget each other in the future, we might nt be the same gang in the future, we might forget things happened in 2010, but still, v had spent our 2010 together.

We studied together.
We hung out together.
We played when teacher is teaching.
We had been crazy together.
We laughed together....and so on.

I wish everyone can live their life happily and peacefully.
I wish I can complete Kumon math and english next year. Progress faster please :)
I wish KSB will be better and better and better.

I believe tat 2011 will be a better year. Yes, it must be. :)

Dear Santa

2010-12-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

If I've been given a wish
I wan an A
desperately

2010-12-24T18:52:00.002+08:00

result sucks
~~cried like hell~~
cant understand why
~~this is my first time of getting a B for BM in this year o0o~~

next target : complete kumon english & math, spm 11A+ ♥

2010-12-08T20:49:00.001+08:00

儅魚與熊掌無法兼得時，以經濟學角度來看，當然要選最有利益的
有情又如何你嘗試不拿零用錢以父母的‘親情’過活
情情愛愛虛虛假假
色字頭上一把刀

2010-12-04T15:08:00.001+08:00

以前，有兩只領頭羊去吃草。一時吃得太開心，忘了時間。回到羊欄，發現其他小羊亦是如此。兩只領頭羊破口大駡，禁小羊自由活動，自身卻置身事外。小羊無言，惟有忍耐。

若要人不知，除非己莫爲。
做了不敢認是弱者的行爲。
自己有錯不承認是儒者的行爲。
自己錯了還駡人乃錯上加錯。
犯了以上的事的人乃儒弱。

Times Square @ 301010

2010-11-01T18:23:00.002+08:00

As mentioned above, I went to Times Square at last Saturday with Hui Ying, Yee Leng, Yee Kay and Yu Chin. Had lunch at Papa John's Pizza and I found out tat Black Olive is quite nice though I dunno how to describe its taste. We talked a lot and spent quite a great time thr :) After tat, v went to the 14th floor of Times Square. Sort of visiting, haha. There is AWESOME, including the toilet! Thr is a vry big hall and I love it so much. haha. After tat Hui Ying went home and 4 of us went to Bentley but i didn't buy anything. V went to Starbucks to get our free coffee and I love it so much. I had a nice day :)

iPhone 4

2010-10-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

I love iPhone 4 so badly but i dun think im able to pay Maxis RM375 per month for 2 years which equals to 9k to get iPhone 4 for free. Damn it y is it so expensive. Can someone get one iPhone 4 for me? Since thr is 11 months to my 16th birthday u can save money and buy one for me as my birthday present haha

2010-10-26T19:48:00.001+08:00

被恐懼感籠罩
感覺上我快窒息了

我想找人傾訴
我想痛痛快快地哭一場

P/S:我對_ 產生了恐懼感。

Cirque de L'amour Charity Carnival

2010-10-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

I went to Berjaya University College @ 25 Oct 2010 for a performance in the charity carnival mentioned above. The college is quite nice lahh wehh. (Probably b'coz this is my first visit to a private college? haha.

Performance was quite okay but I feel it was nt good enough.. :( It is over and I can't do anything. Just take it as a lesson or an experience :) Despite this, it is a unforgettable memory with huey ying, yu chin, yee kay, yee leng and debbie! :D

I hope tat i can get those photos asap!

Laporan tentang aktiviti rombongan FRIM

2010-10-21T21:45:00.010+08:00

Laporan Tentang Aktiviti Rombongan FRIM

Pada 21 Oktober 2010, rombongan FRIM yang terdiri daripada bsd min, wp yi, ip kenn, sb ron, dan selayang quan telah bertolak ke FRIM. Kami berhimpun di pentas 501 dan bertolak ke FRIM pada pukul 8.35am. Setelah kami tiba destinasi kami, kami membeli tiket di Pusat cenderahati.

Selepas itu, perjalanan kami pun bermula. Setelah berjalan kira-kira selama 15 minit, kami tiba di canopy walkway.

Perjalanan yang sukar bermula pada masa ini. Terdapat banyak kesan bunyi dalam perjalanan itu. Kesan bunyi ini memang nyaring dan merdu. Selepas 30 minit, kami tiba di pintu masuk canopy walk.

Perjalanan yang mengerikan bermula. Kesan bunyi tersebut telah bertambah tetapi masih nyaring dan merdu. Selepas 10 min, kami pun habis berjalan canopy walk tersebut. Walaupun perjalanan tersebut memang mengerikan, kami berasa sangat syok.

Kami pun pergi ke air terjun untuk bermandi-manda. Saya berharap aktiviti yang berfaedah dan bermanfaat semacam ini boleh dirancang pada masa akan datang.

Disediakan oleh,

21 Oktober 2010.

____JiaMin_____
(BSD MIN)
Setiausaha,
Rombongan FRIM.

無聊透頂

2010-10-19T16:36:00.002+08:00

今天去學校，聼了兩場“講座”，看了兩本小説，做了兩份kumon。很悶，很無聊。不能只聼一場，只好坐著冥想。結論乃，我不要去學校了。

沒有人陪我去看《童眼》咧。

給某人，可以不要這樣嗎，你快把我給搞瘋了。（長嘆……

猶豫、憂鬱中

2010-10-15T20:42:00.004+08:00

今天，rawang boy到我們學校去主持講座。講座蠻不錯的，真的很搞笑。我沒有打瞌睡或夢游就是最好的證明。我買了他出版的《我♥學記》，用了大約15分鐘至半小時來讀，讀打橫的華語書始終還是我的強項。(P/S:還有9本英文小説等著我，暈。

讀了后，有一种好難描述的感覺。有一種……後悔的感覺。我後悔我沒有報名參加學記。

我記得好像是在我念小四（還是小三?我忘了呢。）時，我就有閱報的習慣。當時每個星期三，我都會特別留意大都會裏學記專署的版面，因而對學記產生了一些興趣。怎麽說呢……就是感覺到學記很特別、很新奇。我好像曾經還立志要成爲一名學記。=D

在去年我有留意到一些學記的部落格，有讀到一些關於學記的事。我真的有一股很想儅學記的衝動。

今年八月，報章刊登了有關招收新學記的新聞。我收集了那一頁，還開始“綢繆”那兩篇作文。但到了最後，我沒有填那個表格，沒有提筆寫作文，也沒有報名參加學記，因爲時間分配上的一些問題和在某些得負起的責任。

現在，我在猶豫我做的決定是否正確。剛剛，我瀏覽了一些學記的部落格。放棄成爲學記的決定，是否正確？我明白魚與熊掌不可兼得，但我所放棄的東西是否正確？

我很猶豫，也很憂鬱。

P/S:很久沒有認真地更新部落格了，有點兒詞窮，哈哈。

2010-10-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

29,34,33 - 此非三围号码而是三大语言试卷一得分
忽然觉得我的语文科好差。
我要多读书我要多读书……非参考书也

我要看华语书！有什么介绍？

我看不惯台湾出版的小说(打直的)，看了会头晕。

13/10

2010-10-13T15:39:00.003+08:00

I wanna to renew my blog but i failed to do so. I had tried to type something but I deleted everything I typed.

I prefer reading other's blogs to renewing my blog.

2010-10-12T17:51:00.004+08:00

PMR is over but i did not feel anything. It just like a normal exam but the distance between the table was further, the amount of candidate in the classroom was more and there were many teachers who kept walking here and there. Btw I'll miss my table and the teachers. :)

I hope to sit for PMR, again. I enjoyed sitting for PMR. I enjoyed facing books. I enjoyed struggling. :X I knew im crazy but im who im. Im always crazy. :P

I don't wanna waste my time after PMR as I wasted the time after UPSR. Time is gold. I wanna study f4 add math myself and I knew I can! :D Wish me luck, haha.

Honeymoon? No. I prefer milo. :P

2010-09-16T21:17:00.003+08:00

get me a DSLR.

2010-09-15T17:20:00.001+08:00

frustrated

2010-09-15T15:31:00.001+08:00

I nid a target.

random

2010-09-14T20:48:00.003+08:00

Suddenly I hope to go shopping and buy many nice clothes

I wanna buy a DSLR

I really hope to learn french horn

The Secret.

2010-09-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

I read The Secret today and I had been motivated.
Yay my life is wonderful :)

Bookfest Malaysia 2010@KLCC

2010-09-10T18:31:00.002+08:00

I went to Bookfest Malaysia just now.
Thr is so crowded until I hope to leave thr immediately,lol.
Despite this,I bought many books too. :)
Finally I bought Percy Jackson and the Olympians.

Hopefully the time can pass faster so that i can take PMR earlier,and i can enjoy myself reading books and playing music. :P

MPYO concert.

2010-09-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

18/9, Sat, 3.30pm.
Hope to go.

:(

悲

2010-09-09T22:49:00.003+08:00

心有餘而力不足
有心無力

我能做的，僅僅如此
可悲

daydreaming

2010-09-09T21:25:00.007+08:00

I hope to own an iPhone 4.

I hope to get myself a double french horn and learn to play.

I hope to join an orchestra.

I wanna complete kumon asap.

Stop dreaming JM. Study now! XD

-

2010-09-09T14:28:00.004+08:00

Cant receive any delivery report today.Damn.
Wondering is that my phone's problem or hotlink's.I think is the latter one.

Hope to get myself a new phone but i will miss my old phone so much, lol.

Suddenly i fall in love with iPhone 4. :D

6D'07.

2010-09-08T19:45:00.004+08:00

Hopefully thr will be a gathering for SJK(C)Desa Jaya 6D'07.
Though they said that gathering will be held evryyear, but i think thr isn't any gathering held. lmao.
keep in touch and friendship forever r just nonsense.

so,any gathering after PMR?

nice one. :D

2010-09-08T13:12:00.001+08:00

一：沉穩

（1）不要隨便顯露你的情緒。

（2）不要逢人就訴說你的困難和遭遇。

（3）在徵詢別人的意見之前，自己先思考，但不要先講。

（4）不要一有機會就嘮叨你的不滿。

（5）重要的決定儘量有別人商量，最好隔一天再發佈。

（6）講話不要有任何的慌張，走路也是。

二：細心

（1）對身邊發生的事情，常思考它們的因果關係。

（2）對做不到位的執行問題，要發掘它們的根本癥結。

（3）對習以為常的做事方法，要有改進或優化的建議。

（4）做什麼事情都要養成有條不紊和井然有序的習慣。

（5）經常去找幾個別人看不出來的毛病或弊端。

（6）自己要隨時隨地對有所不足的地方補位。

三：膽識

（1）不要常用缺乏自信的詞句

（2）不要常常反悔，輕易推翻已經決定的事。

（3）在眾人爭執不休時，不要沒有主見。

（4）整體氛圍低落時，你要樂觀、陽光!

（5）做任何事情都要用心，因為有人在看著你。

（6）事情不順的時候，歇口氣，重新尋找突破口，就結束也要乾淨俐落。

四：大度

（1）不要刻意把有可能是夥伴的人變成對手。

（2）對別人的小過失、小錯誤不要斤斤計較。

（3）在金錢上要大方，學習三施（財施、法施、無畏施）

（4）不要有權力的傲慢和知識的偏見。

（5）任何成果和成就都應和別人分享。

（6）必須有人犧牲或奉獻的時候，自己走在前面。

五：誠信

（1）做不到的事情不要說，說了就努力做到。

（2）虛的口號或標語不要常掛嘴上。

（3）針對客戶提出的"不誠信"問題，拿出改善的方法。

（4）停止一切"不道德"的手段。

（5）耍弄小聰明，要不得！

（6）計算一下產品或服務的誠信代價，那就是品牌成本。

六：擔當

（1）檢討任何過失的時候，先從自身或自己人開始反省。

（2）事項結束後，先審查過錯，再列述功勞。

（3）認錯從上級開始，表功從下級啟動。

（4）著手一個計畫，先將權責界定清楚，而且分配得當。

daydreaming

2010-09-07T17:39:00.002+08:00

忽然閒很想剪短髮。呵呵

new journey.

2010-09-07T14:17:00.005+08:00

Just edited my blog.It had been a long time since the last time did this.No more dusty blog.Haha.

~~Im trying hard to forget those unhappy memories.I shouldn't recall those memories anymore.~~

Another 1 month to PMR and oso my birthday.:)Hopefully i can achieve my goal.

Currently fall in love with french horn. ♥

A new journey started.I think i find my way.Hopefully it will be the right way. :)

.

2010-09-04T20:20:00.002+08:00

there are a lot of things which i wanna tell but i cant do so/dunno how to do so/no time to do so and so on.

so just let it be.

i care although it is nt important. i do really care.

-

2010-09-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

i feel like giving up. damn i shouldn't feel like this but i did

but, who cares? LOL

failure

2010-09-04T12:04:00.003+08:00

i hope to go but i failed to do so
i hope to be but i failed to do so

i dun wan to be irresponsible but i think i was

im sorry.

J.

2010-07-15T21:02:00.001+08:00

J for Jealousy.

It is all about jealousy.

.

2010-05-02T17:06:00.003+08:00

最近发生了很多事，很难过。
感觉上没有人再可以被信任。
不知道该怎么办。

请不要忽视我那有限的忍耐度。
应有的尊重，还是要给的。
我真的不知道我何时会爆发。

怎么这些事全都在同一时候涌着过来。
算了吧，或许我不该那么在意？

距离年中考还有29天，我不知该做什么。
我的华语课本和science process skill去了哪里？

过去了的事就让他过去？放下，很难。

最近心情就像是过山车，上下上下上下。
有人知道当天早上我曾流泪？不不不。

疯狂的背后是落寞。

nothing.

2010-03-15T17:02:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, I felt wanna blogging. This is just random post.

Holidays started. The monthly test ended 3 days ago. I just got some subjects' test paper back. The result is still okay since evryone get almost the same result. But quite disappointed for some subjects.

Something sad happened during the exam time. Fortunately, I still can concencrate on my exam. Well, the first one is just about my jealousy. I had been ignored by them. Actually I shouldn't feel sad or unhappy since it happened last year. So close, yet so far. I admit tat I jealous him, evrything he has. ~~(Especially his super brain.)~~ But I cant stand his attidute anymore. It sucks, and I hate it so much. He hates him, and I knew it is normal for a person to hate another one. But, he has no reason to hate him. He hates someone who treat him so good. Mayb he has he own reason which I didn't know, but he spreads the rumors to evryone. Wad's ur feeling if u had been hate by everyone just bcoz an idiot spread some rumors? A group for anti him on facebook? Try to spoil his plan? Seriously, i felt u guys r so CHILDISH. I cant stand those who took my things without my permission. I hate those who tried to spoil my things. Damn you.

tat's all for today.

addition:
wad's ur feeling if someone asked u to gv up something u love so much? somemore the one asking u to gv up is ur good fren. ______8:17pm

2009

2009-12-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

纯属记录

1月- 开学
- 招生
2月- 新年
-争吵前奏
3月 - 争吵开始
- 月考
- sukan
- 争吵被发现
四月- 尝试和解, 做不到, 继续争吵
- 某件事的开始
五月- FRIM performance
- 年中考
- 争吵开始有好转
- 某件事的持续
六月- Selangor formation
- 过得不太好的一个月
- 争吵结束前夕
- 某件事的持续
七月- 云顶表演
- 第一次MA committee
- 争吵结束
- 某件事的进展
- CHS concert
- 有点喘不过气的一个月
八月- MA
- 升committee & instrument ldr
- 喘不过气, 不太适应, 很累很累的一个月
- 月考
- 某件事继续进展
九月- 开始可以适应
- 某件事的往后退
- 因一些事过得不太好
十月- 不是很好的生日当天
- 过后补回的生日庆祝出街记, 很好的回忆!
- 年终考, 压力指数只升不降
- 某件事继续往后退
十一月 - 第二年没有出 Hari Kokurikulum
- 生了一场大病
- 09最后一天上课日的派对 ( still prefer Pizza Hut
- 假期练习开始
- 某件事的进展
- 月尾过得比较像样
十二月- 拿成绩册, 看班级'10 没有跌班纯属奇迹
- 假期练习
- 蛮累的一个月
- 某件事意想不到的..升级?
- KLWMBC 09
- SK concert
- MP

总结
* 有好有坏, 虽然后者占比较多, 过得挺充实, 体验了很多新事物, 学习到了很多.
* 有了个很值得纪念的最后一天
* 傻的和傻傻的! ♥
* 很多第一次的发生

~~bye 2009~~

胡思乱想

2009-10-19T23:53:00.003+08:00

久违的更新。

除了胡思乱想
我到底还能做什么
我不知道为什么我会一直想起那些事
有什么办法可以停止这种乱七八糟的思想

我很抗拒那些事但是我那该死的大脑就是要和我唱反调
过去了的事进了回忆就要用过去式
但是把回忆勾起又要用什么式

小学时有一句格言三思而后行
亲爱的古人，想太多也不是一件好事
没有三思不对顾虑太多也不对

以忙碌麻醉自己那又怎样
再忙也会忙完到时又继续胡思乱想
倒不是白忙了

放任我自己这样下去
还是停止自己的思绪？
~~我想唯一停止的方法就是向世界说再见~~

嗯，再见？

改变?

2009-10-15T22:10:00.001+08:00

忽然想要改变我的生活

不太晚睡
不太迟起
要吃早餐

Healthy lifestyle? lol

14

2009-10-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

很正式地14岁了。

中秋节

2009-10-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

今天中秋节

没有灯笼
没有蜡烛
月饼？早就吃完了

我感觉不到中秋节的气氛
中秋节不快乐
或许我只能祈求
生日快乐？

杂。

2009-09-27T20:42:00.003+08:00

逛了很多人的blog，发现大家都在为我的生日倒数 (?)
嗯，为我的生日。

因为今年的PMR落在我的生日当天。
最好明年不要。:目

加油吧。

最近的生活都可以算还好吧……如果不算一些事。

到底是谁的问题；
是谁变了，还是谁的容忍已经到了极限。

random post.

Tagged by Huey Ying n Huei Chin.

2009-09-23T17:58:00.002+08:00

1.name: JiaMin
2.b'day date: 7th October
3.who tagged you: Huey Ying n Huei Chin.
4.what present you wish to get at your b'day: a new piano.
5.what makes you feel stress nowdays: evrything.
6.what you wish to do now: watch movie.
7.any admires: shhh.
8.who you hanging out with will make you feel happy: frens?
9.when you have an argue with your buddy,what will you do: find out wad's the problem.
10.where you wish to go with your friends: dunno.
11.where you like to go during christmas eve: just stay at home.
12.who you wish to celebrate christmas with: frens.
13.what your addicted to nowdays: rc. sms.
14.how many siblings you had: 1 younger brother.
15.what's your current fav chinese and english song: Sodagreen's songs.
16.what colour you like: Blue !
17.will you flush before coming out from the toilet: sure.
18.you fall for girl or guy: guy.
19.what you would like to shout out now: why u didn't reply my msgs.. wad happened to u..
20.dare to go washroom during midnights: ya.
21.who you hate the most now: myself.
22.what you like to do now: watch movie.
23.do you look nice when your sleeping: mayb?
24.what's the time now: 6.05pm
25.hate the person who tagg you: no.
26.what's your weight: 55kg
27.today's weather: sunny n hot.
28.what would you like to do after busying: sleep.
29.what will do if you can't get into bed: listen songs.
30.will y0u pee at your bed: no.
31.will y0u snoore while sleeping: no.
32.will you still take meals at the middle nights: if i'm hungry.
33.what makes you happy so far: dunno.
34.is freedom important for you: ya.
35.which of your friends is the sexiest: dunno.
36.you'r clever or stupid: stupid.
37.you love your father or mother: both.
38.who you wish to see now: someone.
39.do you like to watch TV shows: ya.
40.dare to said that you hate he/her to person you hate: ya.
41.when you would like to get married: when i meet mr.right?
42.do you like your life now: sometimes.
43.do you trust in tarrow: ya.
44.what you do before you sleep: close my eyes.
45.your idol: dunno.
46.season you like: winter.
47.place you wish to go: a lot of place.
48.what kind of ppl you hate the most: dunno.
49.do you smoke: no.
50.do you drink wine: no.
51.do you cry often: crying without tears?
52.do you laugh often: sometimes.
53.what time will you get out from your bed: it does not remain the same evryday.
54.choose one among friend and boyfriend: both.
55.chance and fate,which will you choose: chance.
56.are you perasan: dunno.
57.do you have piercing: no.
58.do you like iced food or drinks: both.
59.are you happy now: no.
60.who you care the most: frens n family.
61.what's the most important thing in your room: my bed.
62.what will you do if you don't have friends: nothing.
63.if god grands you a wish,what will you wish for : i wish for somemore wishes.
64.is this question lame: ya.
65.what fruits you like the most: mango.
66.what question you scare asking by ppl the most: "wad happened to u? y so sad?"
67.do you like winter season: ya.
68.what you will like to be at the next century: dunno.
69.mind tagging by others again: no.
70.do you like waiting: no but my life is always waiting n waiting..

9天假期

2009-09-17T22:02:00.003+08:00

开斋节，一个星期的假期。

9天假期，4天给乐队。
剩下5天怎样过？晕。

我要钢琴!! 等待。

给某人，你平衡不到我心中的天秤。

今天

2009-09-09T20:14:00.001+08:00

今天是个值得纪念的日子。 (:

exam result.

2009-09-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

it sucks.

BM - 78
BI - 85
BC - 80
MM - 70
SC - 75
SEJ - 78
GEO - 88
KH - 63

话说

2009-08-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

话说
假期快完了

话说
我还有很多事还没弄好

话说
我嘴唇脱皮又严重了

话说
我嘴唇又爆了

话说
我越来越迟睡了

可悲.

tagged by wan sian.

2009-08-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

_被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
_请老实的回答每一个问题。
_不行擅自涂改题目。
_写完请点 8 位小朋友，不可不点。
_点完后请通知那 8 位小朋友他被点到了。
_那 8 位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回 - 给你填问卷的人

--------------[ 壹 ] . 个人题 - １０题 --------------
[ 01 ] 你叫什么 : 嘉敏
[ 02 ] 你的绰号 : 阿嘉/阿敏
[ 03 ] 你的血型 : A
[ 04 ] 你的星座 : 天秤
[ 05 ] 你是男还是女 : 女
[ 06 ] 你几岁 : 14岁
[ 07 ] 你住哪里 : 火星
[ 08 ] 你现在的学校 : smk kepong
[ 09 ] 你有没有手机 : 有
[ 10 ] 承上，那是多少 : 01X-XXXXXXX

--------------[ 贰 ] . 朋友题 - １０题 --------------
[ 11 ] 你最要好的朋友 ( 限１个 ): 我自己 =)
[ 12 ] 你最讨厌的人 ( 限１个 ): 讨厌人不好呀. x)
[ 13 ] 你最正的女性朋友 ( 限１个 ): 不懂.
[ 14 ] 你最帅的男性朋友 ( 限１个 ): 不懂.
[ 15 ] 什么样的女生你最讨厌 : 啦啦.
[ 16 ] 什么样的男生你最讨厌 : 啦啦,自以为是.
[ 17 ] 你的好朋友有谁 ( 不限 ) : 很懒惰打 -.-
[ 18 ] 你经常和哪位朋友出去 : 慧莹.
[ 19 ] 你身边最憨的朋友 ( 限１个，不能自己 ): 慧莹 (?)
[ 20 ] 你身边最可爱的朋友 ( 限１个 ): kenn kenn呱.

--------------[ 参 ] . 感情题 - １５题 --------------
[ 21 ] 你有没有喜欢的人 : no guaa.
[ 22 ] 如果有，那他 / 她叫什么 : 你自己想啦.
[ 23 ] 如果没有，那你希望什么时候有另一半 : 要来自然会来.
[ 24 ] 到目前为止，你跟多少人告白过 : -.-
[ 25 ] 到目前为止，你被多少人告白过 : o.0'''
[ 26 ] 到目前为止，你交过多少个男 : 0
[ 27 ] 你现在有另一半吗 : 没有.
[ 28 ] 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样 : 嗯?我也爱你呀.
[ 29 ] 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗 : 都没有初恋情人.
[ 30 ] 你为什么会喜欢你现在喜欢的人 : 都没有喜欢的人.
[ 31 ] 你跟你的另一半牵手过吗 : 都没有另一半.
[ 32 ] 你跟你的另一半抱或亲过吗: 都没有另一半.
[ 33 ] 你跟异性牵手过吗 : 忘记了 -.-
[ 34 ] 是谁，你们什么关系 : 人与人之间的关系.
[ 35 ] 现在有人在追你吗 : 没兴趣懂

--------[ 肆 ] . 混合题 - １０题 --------------
[ 36 ] 如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会怎样?: 他要走我可以怎样?
[ 37 ] 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会怎样: 如果他是有心要背叛我可以怎样?
[ 38 ] 如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧了，你会怎样 : 他要这样我可以怎样?
[ 39 ] 如果你很受不了你的父母，你会离家出走吗 : 不会.
[ 40 ] 你上课认真吗 : 还好. 看是什么老师.
[ 41 ] 你上课都在做什么 : 如果我说听课你会信么? 想东西呱.
[ 42 ] 你功课好不好 : 还好.
[ 43] 你打开电脑都在干麻 : fb, blogging.
[ 44 ] 你的即时通里有多少个同性 : 没有去算
[45 ] 你的即时通里有多少个异性 : 没有去算

--------------[ 伍 ] . 凶手题 - １０题 --------------
[ 46 ] 传给你这份问卷的人是谁 : wan sian
[ 47 ] 这个人对你好不好 : 不错
[ 48 ] 这个人是你的谁 : 朋友
[ 49 ] 你有喜欢过这个人吗 : 我不是蕾丝边
[ 50 ] 你们认识多久了 : 2年
[ 51 ] 这个人是怎样的人 : 不错下的
[ 52 ] 这个人正／帅吗 : 嗯
[ 53 ] 这个人有没有喜欢过你 : 你自己去问他
[ 54 ] 这个人跟你有没有在一起过 : 没有
[ 55 ] 万一你喜欢这个人，你会怎么办 : 都说了我不是蕾丝边

---------[ 陆 ] . 联想题 - １０题 -------------
[ 56 ] 说到正妹你会想到谁 : 正妹
[ 57 ] 说到帅哥你会想谁：帅哥
[ 58 ] 说到憨你会想到谁 : 慧莹呱
[ 59 ] 说到痴你会想到谁 : 某人
[ 60 ] 说到暗恋你会想到谁 : 没有人
[ 61 ] 说到出去玩你会想到谁 : 我朋友
[ 62 ] 说到聪明鬼你会想到谁 : 不知道
[ 63 ] 说到傻子你会想到谁 : 不知道
[ 64 ] 说到笑点低你会想到谁 : 不知道
[ 65 ] 说到爱笑你会想到谁 : 慧莹!!!

-------------[ 柒 ] . 学校题 - １１题 --------------
[ 66 ] 你的班导是谁 : norfedella -.-
[ 67 ] 你的座位是第几排第几个 : 一个星期换一次的窝
[ 68 ] 你最喜欢的老师是谁 : mr.chan 算吗 XD
[ 69] 你英语好吗 : 还好
[ 70 ] 你的数学好吗 : 不错
[ 71] 你喜不喜欢你的校长 : 不太喜欢
[ 72 ] 你的学校好看吗 : 还好

Tagged by Lui Boon.

2009-08-27T16:03:00.003+08:00

1. Whats your name spelt backwards?
nim aij lee.
2. What did you do last night?
sleep, think.
3.The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
songs.
4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
no.
5. Last time you swam in a pool?
Long time ago.
6. What are you wearing?
Pyjamas !
7. How many cars have you owned?
No.
8. Type of music you dislike most?
Rock?
9. Are you registered to vote?
No.
10. Do you have cable?
No.
11. What kind of computer do you use?
Laptop.
12. Ever made a prank phone call?
Ya.
13. You like anyone right now?
Maybe.
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Ya.
15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
Cambodia.
16.Do you have a garden?
No.
17. What's your favorite comic strip?
Gemeilia?
18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
Ya.
19. Shower, morning or night?
Night.
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Forgot -.-
21. Favorite pizza toppings?
Dunno XD
22. Chips or popcorn?
Popcorn.
23. What cell phone provider do you have?
Digi ! I'll follow u ~
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
No.
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
No.
26. Orange Juice or apple?
Both.
27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
Hueyying.
28. Favorite chocolate bar?
Ferrero Rocher !
29. Who is your longest friend and how long?
Jasmine for 4 years?
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
No.
31. Have you ever won a trophy?
Ya.
32.Favorite artist?
Jay.
33. Favorite computer game?
Restaurant City?
34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
No.
35. Sprite or 7-UP?
Both.
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Of coz.
37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens？
Never been thr.
38. Ever thrown up in public?
Dunno.
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
Both.
40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.
41.Can exes just be friends?
Of coz !
42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
My father?
43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
Ya.
44. What message is on your voicemail machine?
No any msg.
45. Where would you like to go right now?
My bed.
46. What was the name of your first pet?
Forgot.
47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
Dunno.
48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
My father.
49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
Dunno.
50. What do you think about most?
Dunno.
51.What did u want to say now?
I hv nothing to say -.-
52.Who go out with you most?
Frens ?
53.You will choose friends or lover?
Both
54.What will you choose...chance or fate?
Both.
55.Which days are srecial for you in this year?
0712. 0807. 0808.
56.Who is the most cute friends?
dunno.
57.Who is the most pretty?
dunno.
58.Did you still love in she now?
I'm nt a lesbian.
59.You will choose ice-cream or ice-lolly?
Both.
60.Who is most importance for you?
My family, my fren, n someone. =)

100 truths.

2009-08-27T15:45:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Lui Boon.

Rules: Once you've been tagged,you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.
At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = milo
2. last phone call = my father.
3. last text message = huey ying.
4. last song you listened to = Tears drop on my guitar.
5. last time you cried = When i received someone's msg.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = No.
7. been cheated on = Yes.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = No.
9. lost someone special = Yes.
10. been depressed = Always.
11. been drunk and threw up = No.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue
13. Grey
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend = Yes.
16. Fallen out of love = No.
17. Laughed until you cried = No.
18. Met someone who changed you = Ya.
19. Found out who your true friends were = Ya.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Ya.
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = No.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = More den 100.
24. Do you have any pets = No.
25. Do you want to change your name = No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Blogging.
27. What time did you wake up today = 11.30am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Playing my cube.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = my result. someone who can teach me something about the cube.
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Last night.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Dunno.
32. What are you listening to right now = songs.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = My cube.
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook, blogger.
36. Where you want to be right now = Kiss my euphonium.
37. Nicknames = A lot.
38. Relationship Status = Single.
39. Zodiac sign = Libra.
41. Elementary? = SJK(C) Desa Jaya.
42. Middle school = SMK Kepong.
43. Hair colour = Black.
44. Long or short = Long.
46. Height = 165cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone = I think so.
48. What do you like aboNope = Wad's tat.
50. Tattoos = No.
51. Righty or lefty = Righty.
52. First surgery = No.
53. First piercing = No.
54. First best friend = Kimberly Ling. =)
55. First kiss = No.
56. First vacation = somewhr.
57. First crush = someone.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = I'm nt eating.
60.Drinking = I'm nt drinking.
61. I'm about to = blogging.
62. Listening to = songs.
63. Waiting for = someone's msg.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Ya.
65. Get married = Ya.
66. Career = Lawyer?
67. Lips or eyes = eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses = both.
69. Shorter or taller = Taller.
70. Older or Younger = Younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both.
73. Sensitive or loud = Dunno.
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = No.
77. Drank hard liquor = No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = No.
79. Sex on first date = No.
80. Broken someone's heart = I think so.
81. Had your own heart broken = Always.
82. Been arrested = No.
83. Turned someone down = No.
84. Cried when someone died = Ya.
85. Fallen for a friend? = Ya.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Yes.
87. Miracles = Yes.
88. Love at first sight = No.
89. Heaven = Yes.
90. Santa Claus =Yes.
91. Kiss on the first date = Yes.
92. Angels = Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf?= No.
95. Did you sing today? = Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Yes.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = Dunno.
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = I think so.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yes.

Nt going to tag anyone.

想念.

2009-08-22T20:04:00.004+08:00

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈

忽然好想念我的乐器。

学校有3把euphonium,一把marching两把concert.
3把我都有用过.

我第一把用的,是3号.
那一把乐器的意义对我来说很深厚.
8个月的感情不是盖的. =)
很爱这一把.
很怀念这一把.

用的第二把是没有号码的那一把. XD
一年了.
这一把乐器很不错, valve呀slide呀都很好.
可是后来我每次吹都漏风,不是嘴形问题.
貌似是吹爆了,哈哈哈哈.

现在用着的是marching那把.
吹出来的声音很好听. =)
3把之中最爱的应该是这把吧.
但是最心疼的莫过于也是这把..

假期的练习都取消了.
整个假期就这样空虚地过去.
浪费.
但是对我来说也可以当好事吧.
让自己的嘴唇休息一会儿吧,爆了+脱皮. ><

我很想念我的乐器. x)

...

2009-08-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

有时候懂太多也不是件好事

好突然

2009-08-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

感觉上一切来得好忽然
应该不是开玩笑

不是一场梦吧?

exam end' holiday start.

2009-08-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

exam is over, holiday is going to start.
=)

exam.

2009-08-17T21:28:00.003+08:00

考试延期了
星期三开始，星期五结束
不知是件好事还是坏事

星期五原本是有表演
但是因为H1N1而不知延期还是取消了

还没为考试而准备好
sejarah, 就还有bab 6的一点点
geography, 我还没开始 -.-
science, 还没开始 -.-
kh, 连考什么都不知道

怎办? 不知道窝
哈哈

* will less renew since now.

累

2009-08-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

忽然觉得好累
好想放弃掉

忙碌可以麻醉一切悲伤..

MA'09

2009-08-09T13:06:00.002+08:00

MA就这样过去了.

过夜其实很好玩.
以半个小时的睡眠撑了一天.
惊讶.

其实干干的MA不好玩.
其实那些食物都还好.

表演.
因为音响效果, 和健彬的舞根本跳不成.
戏剧完全是以临场反应来演. 其实都不错下.

吹歌.
我不应该吹出这样的东西.
垃圾.
应该吹出更好的.

当上了asst.secretary.
i'll do my best.

MA 过了, 下一个就是云顶.

Lenka - The Show

2009-08-09T11:49:00.001+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

呼

2009-08-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

呼
MA 要settle的几乎都好了 ;)

签名簿 - settle.
礼物 - settle.
跳舞 - settle.
服装 - settle.
戏剧 - hven settle. -.-

下一个post 应该就是关于MA 的吧.

戏剧.. 期望最高的一个.
原以为最早settle 的是这个, 但最后竟然是相反的..
我无言了, 无言得很彻底.
什么时候才能把这个解决掉...

我的错

2009-08-05T19:22:00.000+08:00

只能说
对不起..

呵呵呵.

2009-08-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

头痛.
好像生病了? 呵呵呵.

感觉好像发了一场梦.

disappointed ?

2009-08-01T19:46:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i felt so disappointed.
Suddenly i felt so tired.

B'coz i expect too much?
I think so.

In my mind, they're pro.
They're well.
But the truth is something opposite.

Disappointed.

They didn't blow tat part.
B'coz of them, tat part just look like is my solo.
Lol, i dun wan like this de solo leh.
I wan you raise me up tat type geh x)

gv a try .

2009-07-25T22:12:00.001+08:00

http://flashfabrica.com/f_learning/brain/brain.html

gv a try .
it's fun .

;)

chs concert .

2009-07-25T19:25:00.004+08:00

just back frm chs concert .

amazing .
they're pro ;)
they played well .

thr was a trumpet soloist frm thailand .
yeng x)

i love the last song .
The Phantom of the Opera + others song .
nice .

kitchen song gave me a feeling like .. " omg , y so cutee de !! "
.___.

btw , encore songs were nice too .

I WANT TO GO HIN HWA CONCERT ! * sob *

* i wan to cut my liu hai . any idea ?

呵

2009-07-23T22:18:00.002+08:00

有试过一边流泪 , 一边狂笑么 ?
有试过一边流泪 , 一边对别人说我没事么 ?
有试过一边流泪 , 一边推掉别人递来的纸巾么 ?

今天我都试过了 .
还是习惯了收藏自己的情绪 ;)
啦啦啦 , 微笑才是王道 .

经过考验的友谊可以变得更巩固 , 也可以破裂掉 .
我们之间的会属于哪一种 , 我不知道 .
但是我希望是前者 ;)

或许大家都可以从这次考验中学到东西吧 .
学到更适合大家的相处之道 ?
哈哈哈哈 , 就当是给大家时间冷静冷静吧 .

当一个气球里的气越来越多 , 爆掉的可能性的越大 .

厌倦

2009-07-21T22:41:00.003+08:00

忽然对某一群人感到十分厌倦 .

可不可以不要那么自以为是 .
可不可以不要以为自己很厉害 .
可不可以不要用那种态度来对我们 .
可不可以放一点尊重 .

请自己去想什么时候可以做什么 .
请自己去想什么时候可以用什么态度去对我们 .

你妈的 , 我可以很明确地告诉你我不爽了 .

我不是一个有耐心的人 .
我不是一个脾气好的人 .

不要考验我的耐心 .
不要考验我的脾气 .

三个字 , 小孩子 .
两个字 , 幼稚 .

可以不要酱么 ?
这里不是给你玩 , 给你耍脾气的地方 .
要知道现在你是什么身份 , 你在做什么 , 你应该要以什么态度去对待 .

请放点尊重 .

* 不要自己对号入座 .

懒 * 杂 .

2009-07-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

最近都很懒 renew .
做什么事都很懒 , 唉 .

我不知道最近我在干嘛 .
很没有目标 .
连自己要做什么都不知道 .

我真的不知道 .

剧本怎办 ? 我想不到一个我满意的剧本 .
跳舞怎办 ? 我不会跳 -.-

衣服刚解决了 .. 应该还可以吧 .

最近情绪上的波动很大 .
不过 , 应该没有人注意到吧 ?
哈哈哈 , 太好了 .
习惯了压抑与伪装 , 还是因为我的表达能力越来越差 ?
呵 ;)

检查头发的季节又到了 , 貌似我成了目标人物 ?
我不要管了啦 .
这些东西很烦哪 ;(

Asmara , Bunga Tanjung .
我可以承认 , 一个 High G 可以让我死 .
好想好想撞墙 ;( 我要怎样在短时间内练完 ?

random post . bye *

Tear drops on my guitar .

2009-07-19T11:37:00.001+08:00

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

算了 .

2009-07-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

可以不要对我摆这样的脸么 .
你觉得这样我很爽咩 .
还是你觉得很好玩 .

你觉得我很轻松 ?
那么请你去死 .
还是你觉得这种只是开开玩笑 ?
那么我可以告诉你我玩不起 .

算了吧 , lol .

好像病了呀 , 很不舒服咧 .
头很痛 . 在这种时候不能生病呀 .. ;(

忽然 .

2009-07-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

忽然觉得一切不是想象中的轻松 .
表面上看起来的不代表事实 .
唉 , 忽然觉得很难做 -.-
有点想放弃咧 , sh*t

忽然间很想很想撞墙去 .

busy days .

2009-07-16T09:29:00.003+08:00

These day busy on rushing homework .
I hven finish copying moral . dun wan peduli liao x)
Btw , i lost my assessment . WHO TOOK IT ?! or i threw it to somewhr ? * sob *

Days will be getting busy .
MA will coming soon .
but genting end liao . * sigh *

我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
——叶子

short post , bye ;)

lol .

2009-07-13T18:27:00.002+08:00

Jia Min took the What are you hiding from people? quiz and the result is Emotions

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall

ya i hide my emotions .
but i nt oni feel lonely and empty when i'm alone .
lol .

today i didn't go to skul .
my leg is going to patah .
so i'm vry free at home .
haha .

i broke my typing maniac record again with the marks 333 , 653 . * peace *
evolved to a Cyborg .
but still rank no.2 .

going to tuition * bye .

云顶 .

2009-07-13T10:29:00.002+08:00

这次云顶 , 体会到了很多 .

tuning 不到的感觉 .
乐器被踩到的感觉 .
一群人一起自 high 的感觉 .
听到掌声的感觉 .

这次走完了整个云顶 .
outdoor > indoor > outdoor .
而且还是两次 , 还穿着靴子 .

结果脚流血 -.-

这次应该是算美好的回忆吧 ;)
虽然有一些不美好的事 .

excited .

2009-07-11T21:43:00.003+08:00

i'm sooooo excited now .
2ml is genting perform !

2day rehersal , nt bad leh ;)
hope 2ml can still keep like this .
but thr's lot of chnging in the temperature . Hope evryone can fit .

Latin Gold . Tuba Euphonium's dancing is cuteeee ><
our ending pose is vry funny . XP

Jiayous !

Who is the best ? We are the best !
Who is the best ? We are the best !
Who is the best ? We are the best !
Kepong ! Ho !

rush rush rush

2009-07-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

okay now is the time to rush .

I've to get ready evrything for 2ml prac .
check my uniform . ( going to genting this Sunday .
find my senior band t-shirt .
pack a pair of slippers .
take bath .

Today annouced 09 MA committee .
omg , i kena secretary -.-
i will try my best .

just a short post .

;)

2009-07-09T22:38:00.003+08:00

emm , i wan to get a new earphone .
as someone said tat " bought a walkman phone for sure nid a earphone for listening song la "
lol .

my birthday is on the 1st day of PMR .
7/10 . planning to go gai gai with fren XP
mayb is with yu chin who came to the earth on the same day with me n band de frens .
mayb is with 2M de frens ?
lol , i dunno . still planning .

anyway Harry Potter with the half-blood prince ( or something like tat , dun really remember the name ) is coming soon !
i'm looking forward to it . hahahaha .

short post * bye .

U're nt alone ♥

2009-07-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

I love this song .

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

typing maniac .

2009-07-05T19:56:00.007+08:00

Wad is typing maniac ?
a game in fb laa .

quite fun geh .

2day i did some vry siao de things .
i broke my record in typing maniac , for two times .

OMG ?!
I dunno wad happened to me .

But my hand is vry pain now , sob .

omg .

2009-07-05T14:52:00.000+08:00

Sejarah folio .
hven start doing .

KH pola .
hven start cutting .

English oral .
hven start thinking .

omg , rush rush rush agn .

emm , seems like this year de Malaysia Marching Band competition will be held at Johor ?
too bad la . i wan go lehh .

;(

w-t-f

2009-07-05T00:05:00.001+08:00

I wan my cons !

wtf now i feel like wanna kill someone